Anuj: Wish I cud love U tht way..!!!!

People say that I am a stupid person, and this time I agree with them! Recently I have done something so unexpected that everyone is still under the shock! Have you ever felt that you're having everything but still you have nothing! You have been declared as the champion but still your a big LOSER! Well right now I am having some same feelings. Sometimes in life it is necessary to take a right step, and I don't know what others will think but I have decided my way and now there is nothing left to think on it!
I know it might create pain! It is so difficult to leave the one you really love. But when you love someone you understand the meaning and the depth of the word Love! I very well understand the feelings when someone you love is having a relation with an another guy. I have seen the love and care in their eyes and even if they say nothing I hear everything.
And I will never wish to repeat the same thing which happened with me! I don't want anyone else to be in that situation again.
I don't know whether I love you truly or not but I truly respect d word FRIENDSHIP and I can do anything for our friendship I don't know what I did was correct or not but I know that what I did was necessary to do otherwise it would have created messed in our life! I am sorry for the way I behaved but it was a correct decision by me. Because I can never love you the way he loves you! But I always wish that I could love you that way..!!!!

Anuj: Wish v never broke up..!!!!

I dnt knw whether I shud publish thz blog or nt bt still m writing it. I evn dnt knw whthr m gng 2 publish it or not bt m jst writin my feelings on thz subject. Actualy i was jst listning 2 a song of 1 of my favourite singer and heard thz words "WISH V NVR BROKE UP!" and tht reminded me of my ex girl frnd and my best frnd ____. Ohh!!! I dnt knw u agree wid me or nt bt i realy wish tht v wud hv nvr broke up! I realy miss u alot. Yar v used 2 b so close nd suddenly all thz happened wid us!!! Itz all so wiered... U knw i always thnk tht what ever happened wid us was part of our destiny!! bt at d same tim I also thnk tht dnt v hv d gutz 2 change our destiny? or v r nt just interested in our relation!? all thz questions make me so confused tht some times I evn get irritated wid myself! may b it is bcz i was realy attached wid u nd may be I was nt evn ready 2 accept d reality nd d reality is tht v r jst FRNDS...
And thr is nthng wrng in it, i mean wtevr happened wid us was smthng unxpctd. And it was nt any individual's fault so v shud nt frgt our frndshp 4 tht. U hav always been a special frnd 4 me, I remember how v used 2 b tgthr all d tim and v used 2 shar evrythng wid each other...
Gawd!! I miss thz preciouse days! Remember tht plc whr v used 2 go on our cycles and v were tryng 2 ride it as fast as v can on thoz slopes... I often go thr whn i miss u....
Hey! plz dnt tk it in a wrng way i knw u dnt wnt 2 continue thz relationshp anymor bt i jst wntd 2 shar my feelng wid u so i wrote thz blog.. And one thng i want 2 tell u is tht i hv always loved u frm d bottom of my heart and i evn respect ur decision. nd trust me I'll always have d same respect and lov 4 u..
and whnevr u'll need a frnd u'll find me thr....
take care sweety......

Anuj: Thatz call life..!!!!

Y it always happen with me only? Y cant I do tht? Don't I deserve tht? Y nobody cares 4 me?
I often get confused with thz kind of questions, when smthng wrng smthng vry unxpcted thng happens 2 me. Itz tough to handle urself nd keep urself cool whn ur emotionally hurt. At tht moment life will take u 2 the middle of the sea of limitless questions nd confusions. Nd thr is only only 1 way 2 come out of thz problem nd tht is 2 accept the uncertainty of life!! i often ask thz questions 2 myself nd at last I get only 1 conclusion," THAT IS LIFE!!"
It is so difficult for a human 2 accept thz fact of life bcz itz realy tough whn ur lying on ur knees nd u can c life laughing at u. It makes u feel like a looser. But thoz who can understand as well as accept their defeat, only thy can undrstnd and feel the importance of victory!!!
I remember the golden words which Admond Hillary used when he was failed 2 conquer Everest he looked at the mountain and said tht," 1 day I'll come nd conquer u bcz as a mountain u cant grow but as a human I can.."
So plz try 2 undrstnd the uniqueness of life and dnt let a defeat conquer your heart. Live the humanity inside u nd never forget ur ultimate destiny nd tht is 2 enjy ur life nd enjy the every precious moment of ur life nd also never forget that thz hurdles are also a part of ur life, so if u can enjoy the difficulties in ur life, u may not win tht win or achieve tht particular trouble but u'll surely win the game of LIFE...
Nd at tht moment life will salute u, nd u'll be proudly able 2 say that, "THATZ CALL LIFE..!!!!"

Anuj: Life is so uncertain..!!!!

As i hv said i keep thinking abt lif nd also experience d uncertainty of lif.... It is so tough to win thz game of life.. bcz in thz game nothing is decided or fixed.... U'll always find smthng different frm wat u hv xpctd nd thtz surely hurts until u accept d reality....!! nd d most toughest part of thz game is maintaining relations... It is like nobody cares 4 others emotions nd actually itz nt their prblm too.... bcz if ur hvng any feeling 4 any1 tht doesent mean tht d another persn also thinks d same... so it is lik u if u want 2 survive u hv 2 b flexible enough to undrstnd ur partners feelings bt itz nt that easy as it sounds.... bcz it is almost impossible to moderate ur feelings.. u jst cant control ur feelings bt u can surely modify it so tht it dont hurt an1 else feelings....

Anuj: thr is no pain in true love..!!!!

Love is like a bird, it is so easy to lock it in a cage, bt still u cant own tht bird!! nd tht creates pain. bt if u'll let tht bird fly high into d sky of feelings... tht may return bac 2 u or may b it will never come bac bt will it create pain 4 u? no it wont... bcz if ur luv is genuine u'll always care abt ur partner's happiness nd if he/she is happy in his/her life.... hw can his/her happiness create pain 4 u????? love is d most beautiful feeling 1 can have....

If u luv sm1 tht doesn't mean tht prsn also loves u nd if tht prsn doesn't luv u tht doesn't mean u stop loving him/her... always remember love is a worship, nd it requires a pure nd humble heart.... God has created a vry complicated emotion called 'LOVE' nd humans dnt hv any cntrl on thz emotion... u dnt hv 2 achieve anythng in love bt u hv 2 b ready 2 giv avrythng 4 ur partner.... nd d most amazing thng is tht sacrifice wont giv u pain.!!!!!!

U just need 2 b a flexible person nd try 2 undrstnd ur partner... hv faith in ur love... nd enjy ur lif wid ur heart full of luv "BCZ THR IS NO PAIN IN TRUE LOVE..!!!!"

Anuj: Rate ur lif..!!!!

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	8.4
Mind:	7.6
Body:	9.8
Spirit:	7.9
Friends/Family:	7.7
Love:	5
Finance:	5.5
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Anuj: I dnt want 2 b a emotional fool..!!!!

Recently sm1 asked me 2 tell him 1 thng tht makes us different frm other creatures.... nd i said EMOTIONS.. ya thtz rit emotions makes us HUMAN.... nd the only thng tht i dnt lik abt thz emotions is tht it makes us think abt others nd thtz d toughest thing v hv 2 do as a human... Each time thz emotions create such a pathetic situations tht v hv 2 mak sm sacrifice nd tht sacrifice is a part of our life...!!!! Bt its nt tht easy as it sounds...!! bcz the person hv 2 suffer frm unbareable pain nd tht hurts a lot... Bt as a human itz our duty 2 thnk abt others. specialy when v hv 2 sacrifice smthng vry special.. when v hv 2 leave sm1 special.... at tht tim u'll feel lik ur heart is bleeding!!! And it hurts a lot when u already knw tht it is gng 2 create pain in ur life bt still u hv 2 do it bcz u knw tht it is important 4 sm1....... u might wont lik 2 mk such sacrifice bt u hv 2 move forward nd thz emotions will surely try 2 fool u..... bt wat v hv 2 do is thnk abt practical stuffs nd tht is d only thng whch wil make us thnk abt rest of our lif...................................

so stop being a emotional fool nd move ahed nd u wont hv anythng 2 regret........