I dnt knw whether I shud publish thz blog or nt bt still m writing it. I evn dnt knw whthr m gng 2 publish it or not bt m jst writin my feelings on thz subject. Actualy i was jst listning 2 a song of 1 of my favourite singer and heard thz words "WISH V NVR BROKE UP!" and tht reminded me of my ex girl frnd and my best frnd ____. Ohh!!! I dnt knw u agree wid me or nt bt i realy wish tht v wud hv nvr broke up! I realy miss u alot. Yar v used 2 b so close nd suddenly all thz happened wid us!!! Itz all so wiered... U knw i always thnk tht what ever happened wid us was part of our destiny!! bt at d same tim I also thnk tht dnt v hv d gutz 2 change our destiny? or v r nt just interested in our relation!? all thz questions make me so confused tht some times I evn get irritated wid myself! may b it is bcz i was realy attached wid u nd may be I was nt evn ready 2 accept d reality nd d reality is tht v r jst FRNDS...
And thr is nthng wrng in it, i mean wtevr happened wid us was smthng unxpctd. And it was nt any individual's fault so v shud nt frgt our frndshp 4 tht. U hav always been a special frnd 4 me, I remember how v used 2 b tgthr all d tim and v used 2 shar evrythng wid each other...
Gawd!! I miss thz preciouse days! Remember tht plc whr v used 2 go on our cycles and v were tryng 2 ride it as fast as v can on thoz slopes... I often go thr whn i miss u....
Hey! plz dnt tk it in a wrng way i knw u dnt wnt 2 continue thz relationshp anymor bt i jst wntd 2 shar my feelng wid u so i wrote thz blog.. And one thng i want 2 tell u is tht i hv always loved u frm d bottom of my heart and i evn respect ur decision. nd trust me I'll always have d same respect and lov 4 u..
and whnevr u'll need a frnd u'll find me thr....
take care sweety......
